Forgetting things can be harder when you actully try

but then when you want to remember things, you forget, like it wasn't important..

Make sure you do everything for the best reasons & not the worst.. Just an example here, not based on my life or anything but still based on real life events.. Don't date someone because they're over 21 & can get you alcohol since you're still way under age or because they can also get drugs.. Again, not based on my life personally.. Another example pulled straight from real life, but still not me personally... Don't get married with the promise of  a better life & money, like, say for financial aid so you can go to collage since you're still to young & don't make nearly enough to pay for it by yourself & still have to use your parent's info .. yep.. Do things because you love them, because you want what is the very best for your life, & because you know 100% its the right thing to do, also think of what your Mother would say/do if she knew what you were doing (unless you have a care free mom that wold let you kill someone & still not care, if your mom would let you get away with murder then you have a crappy mom..)

I really wish I could forget everything I'm unhappy about.. Its really putting me in a down right fowl mood... Growing up, I really thought being an adult would go a hell of a lot better then this for me. Karma really is a bitch.. Damn... I think its wine time.. That typically helps me forget my problems.. & where my shoes are.. which would be a problem if I wasn't drinking, but when drunk, I won't care! Fuck it!