unhappily happy

My husband & I have been spending a lot of time together lately. Its pretty nice, except that nothing gets done or taken care of. If I try to get anything done instead of spending time with him, he throws a tantrum. I've needed my breaks changed for three weeks & he said he'd do it but hasn't gotten farther then taking the tiers off. I don't know why I try to count on other people. it just drives me nuts & ruins my faith in people. I feel trapped. I think my husband likes that I can't get up & go on my own free will. He also keeps telling me I should get my old job back. Fuck that! I want to punch him in the throat whenever he says that. He had a nice job & he quit it. He can go fuck up his life & go nowhere but I am not going back to that shit place. They fired me for missing work because I was sick. They can kiss my ass. My husband may mean well but it still pisses me off that he can't except doing something worth wile with life. I need my car fixed so I can get away from him for a bit. also, I want Ice cream. oh yeah, & I need to call to find out when my next doctor appointment is. I know its soon..